| Do You Love Me? |
| Wednesday, 12 August 2009 14:35 | |
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I started doing a little bit of studying on the topic of love again...specifically, Real Love, True Love...God's love. It's something that at one time captivated me, but my mind and heart have strayed from it for some time now. Something I uncovered was good enough, I thought I'd share it. I'm sure the connection has been made plenty of times before, and even I had known about at least this idea, but there's something subtle in there that I think most people miss. I'd already looked at the very end of John, and Jesus' discussion with Peter. "Do you love me?" "Lord, You know I love You like a brother." "Do you love me?" "Yes, Lord, You know I have affection for You." "Simon, do you really love me?" "Of course, Lord, You know all things. You know that I care for You." But then, looking back further toward chapter 13, verses 34 and 35, Jesus is giving them "a new commandment" to love one another and explaining that's how everyone will know that they are His disciples. Impulsive Peter jumps in and says "Lord, why can I not follow You now? I will lay down my life for Your sake." Jesus immediately questions this and of course proceeds to tell Peter that he would betray Him 3 times that night. I guess what struck me is that we always talk about how Peter was reluctant to tell Christ that he loved Him at the end of the gospel. But we always seem to bill it as Peter not understanding what Jesus meant or something like that. What it looks like to me is that by chapter 13, Peter had put all the pieces together (i.e.- love me, lay down your life, etc.) at least in head knowledge, but perhaps his heart hadn't yet caught up to him, hence his claims and later denials. However, after Jesus returns, I firmly believe that Peter's heart understood and believed, and this time, it was his head that was reluctant, knowing his past failures. But, (and as I'm typing, it's still coming to me), perhaps the best part is that even as Peter's head was not quite sure, we're told that the Lord looks at the heart...and that had to have been what Jesus did, because He then tells Peter exactly how he would later die for the cause of Christ. His mouth was saying I'm not sure but his heart must have been screaming YES! I've heard many people talk about how Peter missed an opportunity here to affirm his love for Christ, but I guess what I'm saying is that he did...and better than it just coming out of his mouth. This was Peter's "restoration". I think often, especially after failures in our own lives, we're left with this sense of despair and fear of making the same mistakes. This appears to simply be a matter of the flesh. As the body, brain, and mouth are saying I'm really not sure anymore, the new man inside of us is still echoing a resounding YES!...and how could it do any different?
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